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From: christa, Female	Printer View
Occupation/Vocation: telemarketer
Location: WV, United States
Date: November 5, 2005 2:52 am
what's wrong with me
WHEN I SAW THIS MOVIE,LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I FELT LIKE A NEW PERSON. IT WAS THE ONLY THING I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT AND I EVEN FELT A STRONGER COURAGE TO DISCUSS WHAT I BELIEVED WITH PEOPLE WHO WERE INTIMIDATING TO ME. I FELT FREE,AND I FELT LIKE I WAS GETTING TO FINALLY DO WHAT I WAS CALLED TO DO, WHICH IS TO CONFESS OUT LOUD THAT GOD IS REAL TO WHOMEVER. WELL ITS BEEN QUITE A WHILE SINCE I HAVE SAW THE MOVIE,AND I AM BACK TO FEELING UNIMPORTANT. A COMPLETE MESS BASICALLY. WHY IS IT INSIDE I FEEL LIKE AN EMOTIONAL BELIEVER? WHAT I MEAN IS WHEN SOMETHING LIKE A STORY THE MOVIE OR A PERSON INSPIRES ME I FEEL CLOSE TO HIM BUT WHEN THAT EMOTIONAL HIGH IS GONE I FEEL LIKE IM BACK TO SQUARE ONE,AND EVEN WORSE I FEEL LIKE DOES THIS MEAN I TRULY DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT LOVE IS. I JUST DISLIKE THAT EVEN THOUGH I DO BELIEVE IN JESUS AND I DO LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH, AT SOME POINTS IN MY LIFE THE WAY I ACT YOU WOULDNT KNOW I EVEN BELIEVE AT ALL. PLEASE PRAY OR SEND A RESPONSE WITH ENCOURAGMENT--SIGNED EMPTY AS OF NOW